Shiftless

This will be my last transmission.

I leave a short internet flight of fancy for what few people waste their time checking for updates. It's been a weird and rocky ride for us all, but I think it's time I left this repository to the one duty it has never failed to deliver to me, a mobile favorites page. My new love, Bodgecraft RPG, has already begun to show the same symptoms of stagnation that this blog began to create years ago, but I'd rather not allow Bodgecraft to die easily. Closure still remains.

This is pastulio's closure. At 2:50 he will press the publish button for the last time and then leave this journal behind for ascendancy as the Sultan of Swing.

Opening credits: Louis Armstrong - Mack the Knife

Waking up: Boston - More Than a Feeling

Average day: Shadowy Men on a Shadowy Planet - Having an Average Weekend

First kiss: New Order - Ceremony

First date: ZZ Top - Sharp Dressed Man

Falling in love: Al Greene - I'm So Tired Of Being Alone

Fight scene: Chemical Brothers - Chemical Beats

Breaking Up: Janis Joplin - Take Another Little Piece Of My Heart

Getting back together: Bobby Caldwell - What You Won't Do For Love

Secret love: Al Greene - Let's Stay Together

Mental breakdown: Massive Attack - Angel

Depressed: Sigur Ros - Vaka

Driving: Pacific Jazz - Groovin' Hard

Learning a lesson: Clint Mansell - We Got The Gun

Deep thought: Nick Drake - Winter is Gone

Flashback: Samurai Champloo - Impression Kodama

Partying: Bubbles - Bidibodi Bidibu

Happy dance: Squarepusher - Journey to Reedham[7AM Mix]

Regretting: Led Zeppelin - Ten Years Gone

Long night alone: Amon Tobin - Slowly

Wedding: Sigur Ros - Olsen Olsen

Death scene: Ennio Morricone - Navajo Joe

Funeral: Ennio Morricone - Finale(Once Upon A Time In The West)

Closing credits: Beck - Jackass

HOLY FREAKING CRAP!

I think sometimes that I'm more interested in images and the idea of women rather than real ones. I'm losing more and more interest in ever having a relationships with women, because I have so little interest and respect for so many real ones. Hell, I don't much like most people, including myself.

When God gave us domain over this world, it was the greatest gift and the foulest of punishments.

Guess who won the Howe family Oscar contest again. For the third year in a row.

In light of my distaste, all audio inputs have been replaced with Atmosphere.

Last Sunday I got out of work at 5:45 AM. I hit McD's for a greasy breakfast, then I got back into my car to drive home. The colors burned into sky brought out a desire for poetry that I cannot effectively express. I realized that what I truly desired was for her to be waiting in my bed when I came home. To make a soft sleepy hello when I came in, to scoot aside and allow me to share her warmth. The utter comfort of the this idea captivates my mind. I need someone to love, to cherish, to protect, to understand, to strive for, to die for, to hold in my hands to know that I will not be alone for my entire life. I looked at that lonely sunrise that only I would see, that I would know. I love you more than myself, and I don't even know who you are.

I must say that this has been one of the more interesting weekends of my life. Details to be delivered in person to those wanting to learn more.


More pictures to come.